Friday, September 27, 2002

Dear Stalker,
Listen Up.
I've been putting up with your crap for too long, and, unable to express my feelings in a way in which you would understand, so I hope you get the point.
Basically, you're no fun anymore. Worthless. You don't scare me. I have a life, why don't you get one.
While i'm at it, if you feel like keeping that thing attached forever then you better stop stalking me.
In closing, I'd like to say... I'm sick of you. Get a life.
Sincerely,
Your former Stalkee.

ir

Friday, September 20, 2002

Lagu ini terngiang-ngiang terus seharian sejak hari Kamis pagi kemarin. Mangkanya aku degh...., kaget sekaligus heran bgt waktu malamnya J bilang 'You are become a part of my life now... Liriknya aku pikir nyambung ama ucapan J.

The Sacred & Profane [Smashing Pumpkins]



give me tears
give me love
let me rest
lord above
send the bored
your restless
the feedback-scarred
devotionless

you're all a part of me now
and if i fall
you're all a part of me now
in the sun
you're all a part of me now
you're all a part of me now
will our love ever be enough
just in time to prove
will our words ever be enough
just in time to lose

give me sight
and barren breast
pure snow
and happiness
give me time
give me peace
and i will prove
my release
you're all a part of me now

and if i fall
you're all a part of me now
trapped in the sun
you're all a part of me now
you're all a part of me now

will our love ever be enough
just in time to prove
will our time ever be enough
will our love ever be enough

you're all a part of me now
and if i fall
you're all a part of me now
in the sun
you're all a part of me now
you're all a part of me now
you're all a part of me now
and if i fall
you're all a part of me now
trapped in the sun
you're all a part of me now

will our love ever be enough
will our love ever be enough
will our love ever be enough
just in time to prove






FULL
NAME:

Ibnu Raharjo Machmud.



BIRTH:
June 15, 1978.



EDUCATION:
studied english literature at Diponegoro University.



PREVIOUS
JOBS:
English teacher for children, worked as an Operator in Planet Hiu Internet.



KEY
WORDS:
Tall, soft-spoken,
guarded, sarky, moody.



FAVE
MUSIC:
Past influences -
R.E.M, Stone Roses, Shelter, RATM, Ahmad Band.

Current faves Radiohead, The Verve, Coldplay, James Taylor Quartet, Shai Hulud, Sarah Mc Lachlan, Slank.



FAVE
MOVIES/TV/BOOKS:

"Dead Poet Society", "Legends Of The Fall", anything with Nicholas Cage, "Liputan 6", "The Old Man and The Sea and other Hemingway's Short Story", "Trilogi Ronggeng Dukuh Paruk", "Tetralogi Bumi Manusia".



LIKES:
Walking, buying records, coffee.



DISLIKES:
Find no email in inbox.



INFLUENCES:
Luck, mostly. Lack of sleep.



OTHER:
During his second year at University he grew his hair long and being in love with a girl for 1st time. Drives Vespa.

Tuesday, September 17, 2002



Building A Mystery
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Niat Ingsun Nggawe Blog... Mugi-mugi angsal anugerah dening Ingkang Maha Kuwaos...

Eh, today's a great day. Aku baru tau kalo Arda jago banget ngegitar. Aku selalu kagum ama orang yang menguasai sesuatu secara otodidak. Arda salah satunya. Eh, if i were him... aku pasti dah lari dari Malang. Gila apa disuruh ortunya balik ke Malang karena dianggep nelantarin studi di Bandung mau² saja dia. Kalo dia sempat sedih dan ngga mau nyentuh gitar selama beberapa bulan lamanya wajar saja.

Hobi bisa bikin tinggi tapi juga bisa bikin patah hati.

Dari tempat kerja jam 12 siang nyamperin J di Perpustakaan Daerah Kota Malang di Jalan Ijen. Terheran-heran karena di tempat yang kondisinya menyedihkan itu aku bisa temukan buku-buku sastra Indonesia yang agak lama. Sempat melihat antologi puisi Sapardi Damono, Soebagyo Sastrowardoyo, dan banyak lagi yang lain. Siapa yang peduli?

Makan siang ama J di Pecel Kawi. Hmm..Yummy..

J ngga mau nganterin aku ke gerbang. Ngga ingin pisahan kata J. Setelah ciuman lama aku jalan keluar sendiri dan kebut motorku.